Maminina<3
Sitting here in class, can’t concentrate!
I have you on my mind all day and night! I still can’t believe you’re gone!
When I was on my way to your mothers day party I was happy to go see you and excited to give you a hug and a big kiss to thank you for being the best grandma! BUT then I got a call to say you were going into the ambulance because you went feeling good. My heart stopped and I rushed to your house to see everyone crying just broke my heart! Then going to the hospital was the hardest sitting there in the waiting to see what was wrong…then the doctor came out and said you had a massive heart attack. Hearing that make my heart drop, my eyes tear and my faith in god grow. I couldn’t believe it. When the doctor came back out to say you were stable and going to be fine we all have faith and hope that everything was going to be fine. But The next day Monthers day was the worse day! Seeing you suffering and in pain made me feel hopeless and useless that I couldn’t help you. Seeing you take your last breath and hearing your heart flat line was THE HARDEST thing I had ever had to see! I don’t know how I’m going to get through this but with gods grace and love and support of the rest of the family I will try my best to be strong! I love you miss you and I will forever have you in my heart!
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